Back to the Future

Its Saturday 6:00 pm...

I came back from college ... Completely Drenched...
Its still raining..
God.. will it ever stop...

Shopping trip had been planned...
Dad isn't too keen to meet up at Camp..
Friend A has to study..
Friend B is already out shopping..

I search my cellphone for a prospective Friend C...
Finding none... i throw myself on the bed... Infuriated..

I look at my watch... 6:30 .. on a Saturday Eve.. not to forget..
I look outside the window..
Damn It .. its STILL pouring...

Should I go alone...?
I used to, and still do, most times..
Nah... Tom's Friendship Day.. IT seems..
The thought of not having company... feels really appalling...

I miss MOM...

Mebbe i should coax Friend A...
Chuck it.. Learn to be on your own Missy..

The rain has stopped...
7:00 pm Saturday..

I think of the last time I went out on a Saturday ...
About 4 months ago... I dont remem... I try not to...

I think of Katy...
And the discs we'd promised to go to.. The next time we meet...

I think of the times when i was always happy...
I wonder if I should go ALONE after all...
Its too late...

I miss HOME...

I wonder what could get me going... Mebbe doing something i like ...
I think of all the things I love doing...
Which i did .. For many many years...
Maybe its time to start all over again...
Go back to those things.. Which got lost in transition.. (from the person i was then to the one i am now... )

Here goes...

1.Jigsaw Puzzles

2.Origami

3.Embroidery
4.Knitting

5.Scrabble

6.Roller Skating
7.Swimming
8.Basketball

9.Bharat Natyam

10.Cartoon Network
11.Laurel & Hardy

12.Carmen Santiago

13.Christmas Carols
14.Singing in the Choir

15.Glass Painting
16.Ceramic Pottery

17.Cycling

18.Elocution

19.Poetry Reciting
20.Acting

There's a lot to catch up on...
Mebbe it'll take many Saturdays

8:00 pm
I have lots to do...
Its already one Saturday gone...
So much i can do... ALONE ...

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY , AKSHAYA..!!!